Day 5 Within - Without - Advice

As i was hand over shuffling, the 9 of wands flipped over....i pushed it aside as just a clumsy shuffle, but alas, it was meant to show up! Also two 9's today! 9 in numerology stands for global awareness!!! Which is exactly what i feel like i should be doing...working to help the envirement, sea life, health foods etc! And...3 is my life path number!!! And it was my advice card...so its totally like my calling to do this for sure 😁😁😁 So yesterday i had a dream that i was standing with a group if people n they werecall reciev

ing there diploma, n i was excited until i realized i didnt graduate. I remember feeling sad n came to the conclusion that i really never finish things that i start and am afraid to start new things. The 9 of swords is all about the nightmare dream. Lying awake at night stressing. Its not that i was really stressing...but after that dream, it really dawned on me. The 9 of wands is all about coming out of that mindset and completing the task at hand. Finishing what u start. And to tie it all together....the 3 of pentacles is all about completing projects, working together as a team. Ive been contemplating going to school but wanted to do online instead since im shy n never liked school...but maybe i just need to take this advice card n be around like minded people learning the same stuff?